Feeling invisible

FEELING INVISIBLE

A teardrop falls down
when I feel invisible as an introvert
when I feel like I'm not good enough
when I feel excluded and hurt

My heart feels heavy
when I feel no one understands me
when I feel no one appreciates me
when I feel no one really cares for me

My beautiful smile disappears
when I feel unworthy and small
when I feel like my opinions don't matter
when I feel like a burden to all

My soul is shattered
when I feel people put me down
when I feel people take me for granted
when I feel people judge me with a frown

My life feels bleak
when I feel nobody really needs me
when I feel nobody loves me for me
when I feel nobody wants to be with me

I weep for humanity
to see people becoming cold as stone
no remnant of empathy or sympathy
I guess I'm much better off on my own!

You're my everything

 YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING

Every day I wake up next to you in the morning

I feel like a lucky girl with a fulfilled yearning

Every day I see your charming and cute smile

You look so handsome and make me blush once in a while 

Every day I spend in your presence

I feel my love for you becomes more intense

Every day I snuggle close with you at night

You kiss me so passionately and hug me tight

Every hour we play competitive games together

It’s so much fun as we try to beat each other

Every hour I spend time at home with you around

You fill me with excitement and a peace newfound

Every hour you let go of the small stuff

It’s so reassuring, and makes me feel good enough

Every hour you give in to my trivial demands 

You make me want to gleefully clap my hands

Every moment in your arms with intimate kisses of love

Feels like my prayers have been answered from up above

Every moment with you my life is so blissful

You fill my life with your love, it’s so joyful

Every moment I look into your charming eyes

Feels like I’ve won the world’s most precious prize

Every moment I feel your magical touch

You get me all tingly and I love it so much

Every time you praise me for something small

It feels so good to be appreciated by you above all

Every time you do something silly and make me laugh

I just want to capture yet another photograph

Every time you take care of me when I’m down

It feels so nice, like I’m a princess with a crown

Every time you accept me for who I am without a fuss

I just want to kiss you all over and thank god for us!

My happy place

MY HAPPY PLACE

When I fall in your arms

The world fades away

I feel closer to you

With each passing day

When I kiss you

I'm filled with such bliss

You are on my mind

Always, without a miss

When I hear your voice

I feel calm and peaceful

I can talk to you for hours

Your words are so beautiful

When I cuddle with you

I just love the foreplay

I crave for your touch

Every moment I'm away

When I look into your eyes

The world feels brighter

You make me feel so good

My heart feels lighter

When I feel your touch

I get super excited

You make me alive again

And I feel so delighted

When I spend time with you

The hours seem to just fly

I just love your company

And never want to say bye

When I see you smile

My heart tingles with joy

You are my everything

I love you my handsome boy!

Beauty of white

BEAUTY OF WHITE

Freshly fallen snow
Jasmine in a meadow
Teeth sparkling with delight
Pearl glowing so bright

Simplicity of a swan
Polar bear taking a yawn
Crisp sheets in hotel room
Daisies in fresh bloom

Grains of rice so fine
Smooth marble with a shine
Doves flying in peace
Against cotton clouds obese

Wedding dress of a bride
Glacier melting far and wide
Innocence of a lamb

Smooth milk by the gram

White is minimal and so pure
And it can also cure
White signifies clean
And makes you feel serene!

The right one

THE RIGHT ONE

The right one

Won't be afraid of commitment

Won't end up being a disappointment 

Won't keep you forever hanging

Won't create any misunderstanding

Won't care if you don't have a brother

Won't put you down one way or another 

Won't have a problem with your way of living 

Won't have an issue with your driving  

Won't make you feel small

Won't intentionally hurt you at all

Won't shy away from providing emotional support 

Won't dismiss your opinion or thought 

Won't put you in harms way

Won't try to avoid foreplay 

Won't burst your dream bubbles

Won't run away at first sign of troubles

The right one

Will appreciate your strengths

Will match your wavelengths

Will celebrate your success 

Will respectfully and gently caress 

Will cherish your handwritten letter

Will worry if you aren't feeling better

Will express love and affection

Will consider you close to perfection

Will feel peaceful in your presence 

Will really miss your absence 

Will stick through thick and thin

Will get along with your next of kin 

Will be willing to fight for you

Will want to spend quality time with you

Will always be there and accept you 

Will plan for a beautiful future with you!

Power of a smile

POWER OF A SMILE

A smile is so magical
It can never be tragical
Completely lights up your face
Erasing all marks of disgrace

Some smiles come with a cute dimple
Others are gorgeous yet simple
Some smiles can spread so much cheer
Others are lovely and sincere

A random smile can be a blessing
When life seems to be depressing
A cute smile can make you fall in love
It's a true gift from high above

I would travel many a mile
Only to make someone smile
Because when I see a grim frown
I want to just turn it upside down

Never underestimate the power of a smile
It can make you feel great all the while
Even if things aren't going your way
A warm smile can simply make your day

Spreading smiles is such a delight
It's infectious in the line of sight
Eyes twinkling with all their might
Immediately the world seems so bright!

Never again

NEVER AGAIN

Why did I let you hurt me?

Why did I let you destroy my soul?

Why did I let you break my trust?

Why did I let you take control?

I allowed myself to get manipulated

I allowed myself to lose all self-respect

I allowed myself to absorb your harsh words

I allowed myself to tolerate this neglect

I did not stand up for myself

I did not fight for what was right

I did not give it back to you

I did not show you my real might

Never again will I be so naive

Never again will I be a pushover

Never again will I doubt my self worth

Never again will I give you the power

Walking away

WALKING AWAY

Was it all a lie?
Did you ever care about me at all?
Did you just make false promises?
Did you want to be in for the long haul?

You moved on so easily
You never expressed your discontent
You never planned for our future
You never understood my excitement

You were always uncertain
You didn't feel attached to me
You didn't feel I was good enough
You didn't share your feelings with me

You couldn't face your fears
I wish we made it work in advance
I wish you didn't walk away so easily
I wish you actually gave me a chance

You don't feel the pain
I wish I could finally move on 
I wish I could be mad at you
I wish I could forget our memories bygone

We could have had a beautiful life
You will regret it someday
You made the wrong decision but
You won't realize your loss right away!

Dear Suresh Mamaji

DEAR SURESH MAMAJI

My dear Suresh Mamaji was a real visionary
His sales and marketing skills were legendary
He deemed my higher education to be necessary
His confidence level was extraordinary

To follow my dreams, he was always encouraging
To overcome limits, he never found challenging
He loved exploring new avenues and enjoyed travelling
His sudden departure from life is most saddening

Of my achievements in life, he was always so proud
At an event or party, he stood out from the crowd
He was a living example of true ambition unbowed
He lived life king-size with luxuries endowed

With endless support and a heart of gold
He taught us to be strong and bold
His helpful nature is a revelation to behold  
A real inspiring figure, now lost from this world!

Dear Sarla Mamiji

DEAR SARLA MAMIJI

My dear sarla mamiji was a symbol of strength and will power

She affectionately looked after our family every hour

Her bravery towards life's challenges, I deeply admire

To become patient and courageous like her, I do aspire

She always made me feel so special and pampered us

Was willing to advise people and their problems discuss

I was in deep awe of her wisdom, warmth and intuition

She was always positively smiling, despite her condition

She will live on in our memories forever

Her teachings will push us to greater endeavor

Her words will continue to echo in our mind

Her positivity will inspire our lives combined

With tears in my eyes and heart filled with sorrow

I am deeply saddened by her absence in our lives now

I will continue to honor her memory and stay strong

May she rest in peace, look over us and guide us along!