March 23, 2016

Quarter life


When I reminisce the past beautiful 25 years
there is a gleam in my eyes and some tears
For an incredible journey, I feel immense gratitude 
Rich experiences brought in me a positive attitude

Met some amazing people with a stroke of luck
Through all times, who have beside me stuck
They have enriched my life in many a way
Boosted my confidence with each passing day

For numerous achievements, I look back with pride
Feel humbled at my talent recognition alongside
With every sour incident, my strength has grown 
Each of which had a little learning of its own

However, there is a certain restlessness now
and an urge to prove my worth anyhow
I feel a weird calling out of my comfort zone
To set up my legacy and become well known

Slowly settling in is a disturbing frustration
To follow passions crazily, there is temptation
Dreams are ever changing and wild every year
Purpose of life is still unsure and unclear

I want to follow my heart and continue to excel
So success comes to my door and rings the bell
I wish to tick every item on my bucket list
and live life to the fullest till I exist

As the quarter life mark I will very soon cross
I want to break all rules and be my own boss
With adventure & happiness woven in my life thread
Give back to the planet and inspire others ahead!

March 18, 2016

Letting you go


I had let you go
I had accepted that it can never happen
I had given up on you completely
Why did you come back into my life then?

I had the best times with you
I had tried but failed to grab your attention
I had even known that you were too good for me
Why did you come back and ruin my condition?

I had lost faith in affection
I had buried all the fond memories deep in my head
I had forgotten what it felt like to be loved
Why did you come back and make me tears shed?

I had diverted all my thoughts about you
I had decided to keep a distance and somehow cope
I had convinced myself that you weren't the one
Why did you come back and give me false hope?

You don't seem affected by any of this
You don't understand that I'm more broken now than ever
You don't have to pick up the pieces and move on
How did I let you get close & think I would lose you never?

You don't realize I can't be anyone else's now
You don't believe that for each other we are perfect
You don't want me and think I don't belong with you
How did I not realize I can't ever get over your effect?

You don't care that every little thing reminds me of you
You don't know how your inspiring words echo in my ears
You don't stop your handsome face haunting me in dreams
How did I let you control me and unleash my deepest fears?

You don't notice how difficult this is for me
You don't see why I want this so bad
You don't get how much you mean to me
To let you go again, makes me so sad!

March 16, 2016

Pleasure in Pain


You would have seen how perfect we are together
If only you had tried and given us a fair chance
We think alike and share the same interests
There's a spark that makes us feel alive in just a glance

Those few amazing times we had together
I can never forget the fond memories we shared
That's all I have left of you now 
My tears don't stop because you never really cared

I want another hug and another kiss
And then yet another, don't ever stop
Make me tremble from head to toe
So that I cry out loud with pleasure and drop

You were so gentle and loving
You made me want you more than ever
You evoked in me emotions that I had long forgotten
I wanted to stay in your arms forever

I reminisce every single crazy moment with a smile
I close my eyes and imagine being with you
It induces a strange feeling of happiness and serenity
Along with pain, loneliness and a weird sense of déjà vu

Your presence has such a strong effect on me
I get lost in thought and all tongue tied
A million words are waiting to come out but none do
That you might think less of me, I get terrified

I stumbled in the darkness for answers
Wishing every moment that it would happen in the long run
But you completely refused to accept it
& left me hanging onto false hopes with reasons none

You were the only one who fulfilled my desires
And satisfied my cravings like no other
I'm frightened that I might spend the rest of my life
chasing the high you gave me altogether!

March 15, 2016

Vithika Didi


Right from childhood I looked upto you
I admired and adored you even more as I grew
You have influenced my life in a very positive way
I try to be more like you with each passing day

Reminisce the times I tried out your fancy footwear to impress
I loved to model in your clothes & create a makeup mess
As a young girl, I used to always follow you around
I was so proud when as Miss India you were crowned

You have spent hours entertaining and taking care of me
Introduced in me the craze for the Christmas tree
You have spoilt me endlessly with gifts and goodies
Right from toys and scarves to chocolates and cookies

You got me interested in Harry Potter and jigsaw puzzles
And made birthday celebrations memorable without any troubles
You are smart, talented and a sexy supermodel
And a really sweet, sensible and confident role model

Under your guidance, I loved writing articles on fashion
Helping you organize weddings and events brought out my passion
Trip to Jodhpur with you was an experience simply amazing
I was exposed to learning, designing and a different way of living

You have always been independent and achieved your goals
In your journey of 40 years, made a difference to many souls
May all your dreams come true and your amibitions never die
Here’s wishing you continue living life king size and fly high!