Breaking Free

BREAKING FREE

Like a moth to a flame, I was attracted towards you

I completely fell for you without realizing it ever

Knew you were too good and way beyond my reach

But this stupid heart of mine stopped hoping never

You sketched the perfect persona in my head

No matter what, I couldn’t stop fantasizing from afar

Tried to get you out of my head but failed miserably

The thoughts in my head became weird and bizarre

Once you started showing interest, I was your prisoner

Had no control over what I was doing anymore

Followed you blindly without thinking about it

Stupidly set out to help, ‘You need me’ I swore

Little did I know it was a trap for my shattered heart

You were fine on your own and never really needed me

But you got what you wanted from me anyways

Because I was gullible enough to give it to you for free

I thought you knew exactly how I felt about you

But the depth of my feelings, you never understood

Even when I confessed and cried in front of you

Your expressed words never made me feel good

I couldn’t believe how insensitive you were being

After all those amazing nights and days we had

You completely messed up my head with negativity

I have lost control and am in a daze, broken and sad

But I won’t let you ruin my life anymore

I have tolerated enough of this nonsense now

Very soon, I will come out stronger and more awesome

I shall break free out of this hell in my head somehow

You have lost an awesome gem in your life

Because you truly deserve to have it withdrawn

Maybe one day you will realize my true value and worth

But I ain't gonna wait, as by then I will be long gone!