Reminiscence

REMINISCENCE

Reminiscing about the past makes me really happy

As the future seems confusing and crappy

I’m living in the present

But into the past I want to be sent

Those were the times when I was full of bliss

Any opportunity to enjoy I wouldn’t miss

I’m clinging onto the past

But the memories are fading away fast

There used to be a time when I thought

Those friendships would last forever no matter what

When dreams were big and possibilities seemed endless

When the future looked promising without any mess

But now I’m losing faith and I’m full of negativity

Polluting my head with depression, sadness and self-pity

No more are happy and innocent memories in place

Instead are worries, anxieties and frustrations that I have to face!

The Perfect Dream

THE PERFECT DREAM

As a teenager, she always dreamed

of being with the perfect guy

She had a few crushes in college

but never spoke to them coz she was shy

She got attracted and started falling for someone

but never had the courage to speak out her heart

When she did express her feelings, he rejected her

and she was crushed and torn apart

She was lonely and depressed

and cried before sleeping every night

Till her guardian angel came along

and filled her days of darkness with some light

He taught her to live and be happy again

she learned to smile again and be cheerful

He was everything she ever dreamed of

and he made her feel confident and beautiful

He was her knight in shining armor

the sweetest, nicest guy she ever met

He was gentle, loving, caring and kind

the best thing that happened in her life yet

Through thick and thin, he was there for her

his love was genuine, compassionate and tender

He gave her infinite moments to cherish forever

he never lied and was never a pretender

She always thought he was too good for her

how much he meant to her, she could never confess

She could not imagine a life without him

he was her perfect dream nevertheless

But then reality intervened and she woke up

realizing it wasn’t real and never mattered

She was lonelier now more than ever
her perfect dream was now shattered!

I hate

I HATE

I hate that I’m still hurting

I hate that I still care…

I hate that I cannot move on

I hate that I think it’s unfair…

I hate that I can’t give up so easily

I hate that I can’t let go…

I hate that I took you for granted

I hate that I now feel so low…

I hate that I feel like crying every night

I hate that I feel so lonely…

I hate that I tried but couldn’t hate you

I hate that I think of you only…

I hate that I still have feelings for you

I hate that I still miss you so much…

I hate that I’m so confused and lost

I hate that I crave your touch…

I hate that I cannot accept it

I hate that I cannot so soon forget…

I hate that I wasn’t good enough

I hate that I’m full of regret…

I hate that I became so close to you

I hate that I became attached so fast…

I hate that I’m living on false hopes

I hate that I’m clinging onto the past…

I wonder

I WONDER…

I wonder why things changed…

I wonder what went wrong…

I wonder how it ended up like this…

I wonder why it didn’t last for long…

I wonder what I could have changed…

I wonder what more I should have done…

I wonder why things became awkward…

I wonder why it was no longer fun…

I wonder if I should keep faith in destiny…

I wonder why I’m in such a daze…

I wonder if things will turn out alright…

I wonder if it’s just a passing phase…

I wonder what could have happened…

I wonder how I would feel…

I wonder how different life would be…

I wonder if I’ll get back that zeal…

You were my everything

YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING

You wiped my tears when I was sad

You endured my anger when I got mad

You comforted me when I was down

You made me smile when I had a frown

You were always so understanding and kind

You were smart with a brilliant mind

You taught me the right attitude of living

You were always so loving, caring and giving

You were always patient when I got cranky

You tolerated spice when I ordered a franky

You made me happy when I got senti

You gave me amazing memories in plenty

You appreciated every little thing I had done

You made just hanging out so much fun

You were so adorable when you played with dogs

You were so encouraging about my blogs

You never said no when I asked for anything

You were so helpful with everything

You never shouted at me or raised your voice

You never made a fuss unlike other boys

You liked my new clothes and looks

You had an amazing choice of movies and books

You made me watch amazing TV shows

You laughed at my fake head tilt pose

You got me excited for even small and silly stuff

You supported me when times got tough

You inspired me to get a job

You consoled me when I started to sob

You never blamed me for anything all these years

You gave me strength to forget all my fears

You never put me down or been rude

You tolerated me every possible mood

You loved me despite our many a fight

You held me close and hugged me tight

You always protected me and put my safety first

You never let my dream bubbles burst

You always wanted to take me everywhere

You missed my presence when I wasn’t there

You made my birthdays extra memorable

You got me gifts that were so adorable

You are my BMW buddy and will always be

You will always be so special to me

You were the best and most amazing bf ever

You will be cherished by me forever…

Rahul

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAHUL

Rahul is a busy bee

Who loves home made tea

He is responsible and mature

And makes you feel secure

He is a crazy mad fellow

But easygoing and mellow

He infects us with his laughter

And our frowns disappear soon after

He’s there for us everytime

Extremely well he can mime

He has a nice smile and dresses smart

Loves his family and friends with all his heart

He is a caring and sweet guy

Who cannot afford to see a person cry

Never will he refuse to help out a friend

On him you can surely depend!

Master Game Changer

MASTER GAME CHANGER

He walks up confident and tall

And inspires us all

He has endless positivism and energy

And helps us achieve synergy

He instills confidence in us

Our pessimism he does oppress

He has mastered public speaking

Immense motivation he does bring

An abundance of positivity

An example of simplicity

A passionate reader

Our mentor, our guide, our leader!

Get well soon

GET WELL SOON

Hope you feel less pain

And are back on your feet again

Hope you quickly heal

And much better feel

Hope you can sit up

And play with a pup

Hope you can get out of bed

And feel normal from toe to head

Hope you feel fit and fine

And cure the injury of your spine

Hope you get well soon

And enjoy the monsoon

Hope your recovery is a quick one

And you can have fun

Hope this brightens up your day

And you cheer up right away…

Ankur Bhaiya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHAIYA

You’ve spent time with computers

Since early childhood more or less

You are an incomparable genius

A lot of grey matter you possess

No matter how busy you are

You always help me out

When I had difficulty in ADA programs

You cleared my every doubt

You coded the Buddhabrot fractal

Which looks so beautiful

You took out the time to help me

For which I’m so grateful

The little time I spend in Mumbai

I have a great time in your company

“Somebody gonna get hurt real bad”

Your comments and jokes are just too funny!

May you have many more wonderful

Birthdays one after another

Wishing you a very very

Happy b’day dear brother!

A long way indeed

A LONG WAY INDEED

From annoying me in first year

To wiping my tear

From getting to know each other

To craving for each other

From sharing the Baldwinian bond

To coming closer and becoming fond

From getting chucked out of class

To attending the Sunday mass

From scribbling on your arm

To falling in love with your charm

From going to fests for golas of ice

To having our first date at ice and spice

From playing Uno on Facebook

To making you a scrapbook

From taking part for collage as a team

To sharing those numerous cups of ice cream

We’ve indeed come a long way

And no matter what anyone might say

It’s going to be 19 till I die

And hope never have to say goodbye…