Quarter life

QUARTER LIFE

When I reminisce the past beautiful 25 years

there is a gleam in my eyes and some tears

For an incredible journey, I feel immense gratitude 

Rich experiences brought in me a positive attitude

Met some amazing people with a stroke of luck

Through all times, who have beside me stuck

They have enriched my life in many a way

Boosted my confidence with each passing day

For numerous achievements, I look back with pride

Feel humbled at my talent recognition alongside

With every sour incident, my strength has grown 

Each of which had a little learning of its own

However, there is a certain restlessness now

and an urge to prove my worth anyhow

I feel a weird calling out of my comfort zone

To set up my legacy and become well known

Slowly settling in is a disturbing frustration

To follow passions crazily, there is temptation

Dreams are ever changing and wild every year

Purpose of life is still unsure and unclear

I want to follow my heart and continue to excel

So success comes to my door and rings the bell

I wish to tick every item on my bucket list

and live life to the fullest till I exist

As the quarter life mark I will very soon cross

I want to break all rules and be my own boss

With adventure & happiness woven in my life thread

Give back to the planet and inspire others ahead!

Letting you go

LETTING YOU GO

I had let you go

I had accepted that it can never happen

I had given up on you completely

Why did you come back into my life then?

I had the best times with you

I had tried but failed to grab your attention

I had even known that you were too good for me

Why did you come back and ruin my condition?

I had lost faith in affection

I had buried all the fond memories deep in my head

I had forgotten what it felt like to be loved

Why did you come back and make me tears shed?

I had diverted all my thoughts about you

I had decided to keep a distance and somehow cope

I had convinced myself that you weren't the one

Why did you come back and give me false hope?

You don't seem affected by any of this

You don't understand that I'm more broken now than ever

You don't have to pick up the pieces and move on

How did I let you get close & think I would lose you never?

You don't realize I can't be anyone else's now

You don't believe that for each other we are perfect

You don't want me and think I don't belong with you

How did I not realize I can't ever get over your effect?

You don't care that every little thing reminds me of you

You don't know how your inspiring words echo in my ears

You don't stop your handsome face haunting me in dreams

How did I let you control me and unleash my deepest fears?

You don't notice how difficult this is for me

You don't see why I want this so bad

You don't get how much you mean to me

To let you go again, makes me so sad!

Pleasure in Pain

PLEASURE IN PAIN

You would have seen how perfect we are together

If only you had tried and given us a fair chance

We think alike and share the same interests

There's a spark that makes us feel alive in just a glance

Those few amazing times we had together

I can never forget the fond memories we shared

That's all I have left of you now 

My tears don't stop because you never really cared

I want another hug and another kiss

And then yet another, don't ever stop

Make me tremble from head to toe

So that I cry out loud with pleasure and drop

You were so gentle and loving

You made me want you more than ever

You evoked in me emotions that I had long forgotten

I wanted to stay in your arms forever

I reminisce every single crazy moment with a smile

I close my eyes and imagine being with you

It induces a strange feeling of happiness and serenity

Along with pain, loneliness and a weird sense of déjà vu

Your presence has such a strong effect on me

I get lost in thought and all tongue tied

A million words are waiting to come out but none do

That you might think less of me, I get terrified

I stumbled in the darkness for answers

Wishing every moment that it would happen in the long run

But you completely refused to accept it

& left me hanging onto false hopes with reasons none

You were the only one who fulfilled my desires

And satisfied my cravings like no other

I'm frightened that I might spend the rest of my life

chasing the high you gave me altogether!

Vithika Didi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI

Right from childhood I looked upto you

I admired and adored you even more as I grew

You have influenced my life in a very positive way

I try to be more like you with each passing day

Reminisce the times I tried out your fancy footwear to impress

I loved to model in your clothes & create a makeup mess

As a young girl, I used to always follow you around

I was so proud when as Miss India you were crowned

You have spent hours entertaining and taking care of me

Introduced in me the craze for the Christmas tree

You have spoilt me endlessly with gifts and goodies

Right from toys and scarves to chocolates and cookies

You got me interested in Harry Potter and jigsaw puzzles

And made birthday celebrations memorable without any troubles

You are smart, talented and a sexy supermodel

And a really sweet, sensible and confident role model

Under your guidance, I loved writing articles on fashion

Helping you organize weddings and events brought out my passion

Trip to Jodhpur with you was an experience simply amazing

I was exposed to learning, designing and a different way of living

You have always been independent and achieved your goals

In your journey of 40 years, made a difference to many souls

May all your dreams come true and your amibitions never die

Here’s wishing you continue living life king size and fly high!