Pleasure in Pain

PLEASURE IN PAIN

You would have seen how perfect we are together

If only you had tried and given us a fair chance

We think alike and share the same interests

There's a spark that makes us feel alive in just a glance

Those few amazing times we had together

I can never forget the fond memories we shared

That's all I have left of you now 

My tears don't stop because you never really cared

I want another hug and another kiss

And then yet another, don't ever stop

Make me tremble from head to toe

So that I cry out loud with pleasure and drop

You were so gentle and loving

You made me want you more than ever

You evoked in me emotions that I had long forgotten

I wanted to stay in your arms forever

I reminisce every single crazy moment with a smile

I close my eyes and imagine being with you

It induces a strange feeling of happiness and serenity

Along with pain, loneliness and a weird sense of déjà vu

Your presence has such a strong effect on me

I get lost in thought and all tongue tied

A million words are waiting to come out but none do

That you might think less of me, I get terrified

I stumbled in the darkness for answers

Wishing every moment that it would happen in the long run

But you completely refused to accept it

& left me hanging onto false hopes with reasons none

You were the only one who fulfilled my desires

And satisfied my cravings like no other

I'm frightened that I might spend the rest of my life

chasing the high you gave me altogether!